Daily Drill #20 – Formula to self-esteem

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Sunday, July 21th, 2019 00:11 am, Istanbul There’s a subtle -or not so subtle- pride in finishing the work you have started. Or completing the things you’ve planned to do. It’s not only happiness that comes from dopamine. It’s something else that is hard to describe. Something like the serotonin; the fulfillment in keeping your…

Daily Drill #16 – Moon is eclipsing

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Wednesday, July 17th, 2019 01:24 am, Istanbul How come I’m the only person who’s watching the lunar eclipse in this area? Why is everybody not in their windows? How come you can have more important things to do? Well… It’s a choice, of course. I’m here, with my journal & a cup of strong Earl…

Daily Drill #15 – Tendency to materialize

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Monday, July 15th, 2019 11:05 pm, Istanbul The thing that prevents us to manipulate individuals or masses in a way that can lead to the mayhem is not that we are not capable of doing such things; but rather; the fear of higher consciousness, the validation from a higher consciousness, the needs of belonging, approval,…

Daily Drill #14 – In the meantime

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Sunday, July 14th, 2019 11:43 pm, İstanbul One day has passed but nothing happened. Still indecisive. Still not using my energies for anything important. How come preparing, cooking, eating & cleaning the kitchen and washing the dishes can take nearly 4 hours? I need to find 4.500 TL more for this month’s payments. 11.000 TL…

Daily Drill #13 – No one is coming

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Saturday, July 13, 2019 11:12 pm, Uskudar Somewhere along the line we made a mistake. The greed to obtain power shouldn’t increased aggressively like that. But it happened. I know that It seems like that it is imprinted in our DNA for survival situations. However if we don’t stop that madness we won’t survive. Higher…