Monday, July 22nd, 2019
11:47 pm, Istanbul
Note: Thank you for today for I’ve completed everything in my to-do list. I’m grateful.
It has been a long time that I couldn’t be able to focus on completing every single thing on my to-do list.
It has also been a damn long time I try to do push-ups. There was a time that I was lifting 80 kg/175 lb give or take. Now I could only do 5 push-ups. But that’s a start. It will increase eventually.
The massive pain in my body and the lack of coordination and balance didn’t let me do burpees -even without jumping. It’s a lit bit disappointing…
It’s sad to know that your present capabilities are diminished.
Remember the times when they taught you walking again because of the knee operation. Remember the times they told you that you might be a cancer patient and they needed to see you and test more but you didn’t give a damn.
So what? You have pain again? That’s nothing new. Well…Okay…Hernia-like pain in your waist and grain(?) is new… No, it’s not. The pains have been there for the last few years.
Oh…poor you! There’s nothing to be sad for? There’s nothing to feel like a victim?
& Today & for a few days you have
And it seems you even have food for a few days this time. Rejoice.